Missing him.

Here lately it seems like Im all by myself in this world. My boyfriend has been gone for four days now, and I must say that its getting better as the days go by. Many people tell me "trust me it will get better" and at first there was no way I was going to believe them. The day David left it felt way worse then any breakup or death. It was like a part of me was gone. Today marks our ten month anniversary and your probebly thinking wow thats not very long...well to me it is. Things are starting to get better for example, now I can fold his clothes without tearing up, I can sleep in my bed again and etc... He called me a couple days ago letting me know that sometime next week I should get his mailing address. So whenever I get it I'll be able to give it to everybody. I wish he could call more, I understand that he's probebly busy and wont have time for calling. But I'm new to this 'bing married to the military' life so half the time I dont know whats going on. TaTa for now!