Confused...

Wow I havnt been on here in a while... Not alot has been going on lately, I now have 3 letters from David and so far I dont think hes gottin any of mine :(. My mom told me that the days would be going by faster and easier, when it seems like the days are getting longer and harder. Its been 100 degrees for a straight week now and I hate it, Hopefully it will rain sometime soon! Yesterday I put on my facebook that it's to hot to come outside during the day but then at night you cant go outside without a ton of mosquito spray on! :( I'm ready to move out of Arkansas, but if I do then it will be with my boyfriend :). We have been thinking and talking about marriage and I really hope we do. I love him so much and people tell me that military life is better when your married! He comes home from AIT in December so who knows whats going to happen :P I miss him so much that everyday that goes by just makes me want to be with him more. The thing my mom tells me is that she wants me to go through school and get my schooling in, and I dont blame her I would want the same thing for my kids. But if David ends up going to Germany I dont want to be without him because theres no telling the next time I will see him! ugh so I dont know what to do...